why is it i buy a candy bar i don’t need then devour it and i can’t even remember the taste! isn’t the taste the reason for it? in truth the impulse is… sadly … and now i am left with empty madness and self loathing AND wanting another to taste. Blah!!
Even though i have a lot to post i need to be in a better mind place to share… so i am hoping that will be later or tomorrow… i do want to start blogging again regularly… get on a motivation train! i need it bad for sure in the mean time i wanted to share this moment as a reminder of my disordered eating!
